well, today im an official graduate. i'm really happy, but at the same time i'm sorta sad. it was an extremely emotional day and i just couldn't really contain my tears with all the goodbyes. i already miss my friends and i just fear i won't see them again.
honestly i will miss the school days, highschool was super good and i had a lot of fun overall, and seeing that go is kind of painful. also some of my friends are planning to move out and that doesn't really help either. i know there's the internet and all but it's just not going to be the same.
not to mention that it's such a big change in my life too and i just feel nervous about college and shit.
idk, i want to feel entirely happy, but the sadness kind of overshadows it, at least for now. i really hope this feeling fades away soon, i only want to feel excited for college.